這是我在2009年的第一篇post,其實對2009年的來臨都沒什麽特別感受，對1月1號這一天都係抱著一個平凡心來對待，只係今年特別D，我係在香港迎接這一天，都好開心，可以同D弟兄姐妹打邊爐，然後一起countdown，個感覺好溫暖。。
1月1號的來臨也表示著我留在香港的日子已經來到尾聲，好寶貴我來到香港的每一天都過得好充實，好多謝所有我見過同陪過我的弟兄姐妹，因爲你地，實在讓我在香港的每一天都過得好開心，好美麗，神家裏的溫暖真係令我好感動。。衷心的多謝你地同埋希望每一位都可以有個開心和美好的2009年。。
留在香港的日子已經吾多，我會更好的珍惜所剩下的日子，我昨晚臨訓前突然甘去想，儅我離開香港時，我會抱著什麽心態和感受甘離開香港，但係儅我想到這一點，我實在吾敢再想下去，因爲我知道我將會帶著依依不捨的心情離開這一片美麗的東方之珠。。只希望到時我不會留下太多的‘透明珍珠’。。
今天同均培，秋玲和椰椰去了青青媽媽的大學（POLY U），好靚啊，大馬的普通大學真係無得比，連食點心的地方都有，勁啊！真係令我大開眼界。。
然後搭船去了中環，在中環上演了一出好搞笑又激氣的‘戯’ =P，聽講中環有一閒店賣雞蛋仔好好味，結果我們就展開了尋找這店LOCATION的任務，為左个雞蛋仔，我們真係行佐好多冤枉路，真係好荒失失，不停甘問路，不停甘撞板，兜左又兜，結果用了40分鐘的時間來尋找一閒本應用5分鐘就可以從中環地鐵站出口行過去的‘雞仔店’，真細又好笑又激氣！！
不過件事仲未完結，仲激氣的事發生了，搵左甘耐，仲念住可以食番D好好味的雞蛋仔來慰勞自己疲累的‘11號巴士’，點知~~~個店員話D雞蛋仔係10分鐘前就賣曬，真係勁激氣，好玩野，真係有無搞錯啊，甘辛苦來到竟然話賣曬！！當然係有D失望，不過之後都係觀塘買番D機好味的雞蛋仔，都算係補番啦。。嘻
Went for dinner in a shopping complex just now..i was sitting somewhere near the windows and when i stared outside the windows..and straight away i lost my appetide..i saw a lot of couples there holding each other tightly because of the cold weather..all these views kind of making me envy..sighz..felt so lonely in a sudden and there was also some kind of bitter feeling..how i wish that i also have a girl friend next to me and holding me tightly..and give me some warmness...sighz..
its time for me to update again..^.^...really been enjoying my holidays..sleep,wake up,eat,tv,pc games..hang out with friends..thats what i doing everyday during my holidays..hehe..
been thinking for my future studies this few days..mom said that i can go to australia to continue my studies if i want to..but then it wont be easy..i will have to work part time when there is any free time..have to try my best to reduce my parents burden..im starting to worry..im just suspecting my ability..will i be able to handle my studies and part time job well?what if i cant handle both nicely?what if i screw up my studies?what if i too tired for my studies and i dont have enough energy to go for part time job?what if i too tired until i cant continue with my revisions after come back from working?how should i manage my time?been thinking bout all this stuffs..
anyway..its useless to think bout it right now..cause i havent applied for university yet..will try to apply UWA(University West Australia)..hope i still can register before it is too late..herm..
will be kinda busy for the following weeks..will be going back to subang next week..will try to apply for UWA and finish the procedures in 2 days time..then will be going to penang with friends..and then will fly to hong kong the next day i came back from penang..wow..relaly will be dead broke..haha..hope it is not as tiring as i thought..i dont want to fall sick..i want to enjoy my trip to hong kong..therefore..i must eat more vitamin C tablets nowadays..haha..
may my dream of going to australia will come true..god bless..^^
really have been busy for the past few weeks..and now im totally free..so nice of it..keke..going back hometown,ipoh tomorrow..hurray..havent been back to ipoh for 3 months..wonder are there any changes in ipoh..hermm...anyway..i will be able to find it out for the next few days...im going back with some of my friends..and then will be going to cameron highlands on thursday with them..must be a very fun vacations..looking forward to it..^^...and i think i will be disappear for some times again before i manage to update my blog..cause i have no internet at my home..herm..so sad..lolz.
啊！！！我的由香港寄出的生日卡去左边啊？惨啦，都怪自己平时吾好好记住屋企地址，结果卑错了地址，哎。。都系刚刚从琳琳妈妈口中得知原来张卡上面有很多弟兄姊妹写野卑我，真系后悔莫及。。啊~~~~~~~
真系好对吾住啊，同埋都好多谢你地啊，虽然我收吾到张卡，不过收到你们的心意，已经好开心GE啦。。^@^
This should be posted by yesterday...but i was too busy until i forgot about it...haha..
herm...this card is so special that i have to blog about it..why?whats so special about?i think only me and ik hur will understand how special this card is and how nice the story is...we do have a funny 18th and 19th birthday this year..haha...
ok..what happened was...i sent her a birthday card too...guess what?SHE GOT HER BIRTHDAY CARD ON 23TH which was my birthday that day...and im the one who should receiving card from her...how come she is the one who receiving card from me on that day?herm...so unfair..haha...and i have been waiting for the card for so many days...finally!!i finally got the card ON 28TH which was her birthday..lolz...what a coincidence!!and i think it was so rare for that to happen and it was so memorable and both of us will always remember bout this..haha...
我的生日就是这样平凡的过去了，可是我并不遗憾，收到很多短信与电话，已经很开心了，真的~~~^^
真的很谢谢大家记得我的生日，谢谢大家的祝福。。让我这平凡的生日增添不少色彩。。也要谢谢妈妈今天从家乡怡保来到KL，有爱心汤和爱心晚餐，也算是一份很美好的礼物。。^^
今年的生日愿望如下：
~希望身边的亲人和自己健健康康
~考试顺利
~世界和平
~大家都不会有悲哀，只会有欢笑
~希望主可以带领我去一间我喜欢和好的大学 ^^
Thanks god..my mood has totally changed...im kinda happy now...so many people remember my birthday and wished me..^^..
Im Officially 19..but then..i never felt like im a 19 year old guy...19 this age used to be a quite mature age for me..seeing my brothers go through this age..see them getting more mature..i never thought that 19 this age will come to me so fast..and now..im 19..so?nothing changed much..im still the usual me..^^but i enjoy being myself..haha..
yeah~~done mathematics papers...but...haiz...prepared so long and so much...and today's paper end up in a mess...why~~~~~ahhh...going to be worry for some time before i able to forget bout today's paper..the only subject i got hope to get an A..but mess up like that...AH!!!wanna scream...like everyone around me is doing much better than i...quite discouraging and depressed actually...im so down at this moment..dont feel like wanna do anything...=.=
SUPER NOT SYIOK!!i know im not as smart as you!!when asking you questions,can you just be more polite?when i do some mistakes...you always treat it as a big joke.."WTH?HOLYSHIT"!!all these bullshit come from you and it doesn't make me feel good,ok?i can feel that you are strongly teasing me!!i cant stand this kind of attitude anymore at this moment!!!
recently have nothing much to blog about..everyday is busy with my revisions..exam going to start on 20th october..omg!!few days left!!ahh!!!!hope everything will be fine..hope i am well prepared for it..though i know im not really well prepared like last time..sighz...and when exam starts..it also means that my college life is going to an end..then will not be seeing everyone again..sigh..will be missing you guys..missing my life throughout the last one and a half year...missing the time we sit down and have meals together..missing the days skipping mr.lin's class together..haha..thats the most naughty time we ever had..too bad..everything is going to an end soon..i will try my best to remember everything that we did together..good luck guys!!hope all of us can do well together in the exam..our final exam before we graduate from our college life~~take care everyone..
我又系度玩心情底落，吾想做野，吾知点解会甘，好想找人倾计，但系现在系MSN找吾到一个可以让我畅所欲言的朋友，呢个时候，又特别挂住某一个人，她就系家好月圆庆中秋的啊秋。。。秋来也秋去，你系边啊。。。我好闷啊！！！
仲有，ying ah ying....liii ying....where are you??me hou sien ah!!!
哎，一下忘记左这几天系大马的马来人大日子，所以全大马人都会一起开心放假，但对我黎讲就有D吾系甘好的一件事，因为邮政局都会放假一个星期甘耐，我急住寄D野比一个系下个星期生日的某人，但系因我一时大意，忽略左放假这回事，如果吾系我一定会早点寄D野出去，仲捻住如果可以准时送到比个某人，可以比个惊喜她，点知。。。哎。。今次真系大失预算。。惨啦。。呢次一定不能准时将D野送比人，希望个‘某人’当收到我份‘大礼’时，吾会介意已经迟左甘多日啦，至于个某某人，吾知你睇左呢篇野，知吾知个某某人就系你叻？哈哈。。慢慢估下啦~~ =P
今天发生了一件好奇妙的事情，由于昨晚训得吾系几好，所以今朝都好累，于是等到上巴士后大训一觉，就当我训得迷迷糊糊时，我的水樽从我书包度跌左出黎，但系我无发觉到，直到我落左车觉得口渴要饮水个阵才发觉我的水樽吾见左。。哎。。真系心痛，个水樽虽然吾贵，但都吾平，之前已经吾见左一个，今次又吾见，真系吾开心啊，影响了我一朝早的心情。。哎！！！
之后就如常的去上课，虽然个心话算了，吾见就吾见了，就当自己‘黑仔’，但个心其实都好耿耿于怀，但都无办法，甘多辆巴士，要上返今朝个辆巴士，一D都吾容易，所以都无捻过可以有机会找回个水樽。。
但奇妙的事发生了，我刚才放学返屋企，上到巴士个阵，又见到今朝个位售票员，我即刻弹起身，去返我今朝坐GE位睇下我的水樽系吾系度，但系见吾到，之后经过个垃圾桶，竟然比我见到我的水樽！！！哇，太感谢主啦！！主真的好真实，他住在我心中，他真的好明白我的需求，他知道我吾开心，所以就安排了我上返同一辆巴士，让我找回我的水樽，实在太感谢主啦！！
其实几日前我也经历了主的慈爱，他真的很爱惜我，因得到他的庇佑，所以我才能逃过一劫。。事情经过系甘GE，个晚热水器突然坏左，临坏之前仲喷出了好热的热水，烫伤了我的HOUSEMATE，其实个阵我已经系要去冲凉的，但因HOUSEMATE快我一步，就让她冲先，就系甘我逃过一劫，之后真系好感激主，是他让我避免了受伤。。所以真系觉得主耶稣他好真实=)
时间真系过得好快，转眼之间又要到10月了，对于时间的快速飞驰，感慨万分。有期待，也有忧虑。。
期待什么？当然系可以同好多的10月宝贝一起度过一个充满喜乐的10月份啦。。^^ 真系有好多系10月份生日的朋友。。至少都有10个以上。。对我黎讲已经系一个好多的数量，因为好少见到有甘多朋友系同一个月份生日。。=) 同埋今年又认识了3个新的10月宝贝，好高兴。。嘻嘻。。虽然不能同年同日生，但能在同一个月份生，已经系一种缘分 =P 。。不过SO FAR都仲未遇到一个同月同日生的朋友，要遇上一个同年同月同日生的朋友仲困难。。不过我会努力的去寻找他们。。=) 如能找到将会系一件值得高兴的事。。 =>
忧虑什么？当然系考试啦。。10月20号，将会系一个恶梦的开始，但愿这个恶梦能快速的结束，愿主能陪我安然的度过这个恶梦，然后我就会等待12月的来临，因为我要去香港玩啦！！好期待！！我日日夜夜都系度等住那一天的来临。。嘻嘻。。
我捻好多人都同我一样，对于时间的飞驰又爱又恨，但系我们不能去改变什么，时间本身就有它的定律，人系没有能力去加速或减慢时间的速度，可以的唯有系学会去珍惜同享受这每一分每一秒。。=)
今晚天空多云，睇黎都系无机会见到那圆圆的月亮了，今天的我好懒散，根本就吾心机读书，可能系佳节关系，人都特别吾想做D咩野，哈哈。。
今年的中秋节依然往常，对已经好耐没有庆祝中秋节的我，这个节日已经系变得毫无乐趣可言，人长大了，对这个节日也不再看重了，还记得以前的我，经常同邻居D小朋友一起点蜡烛，将D蜡烛排成吾同的形状，跟住黎个‘煮饭仔’，将D蜡烛丢入个煲里面，煮溶它，然后将D树枝，树叶，同好多吾同的野摆埋一起煮，也有将D树叶树枝拿黎烧，然后见个煲比我地这班天真的小朋友烧到着火，大家就会好兴奋。。
‘哇哇哇，着火啦，好野！！’捻返起，当时甘做真系几污染环境的，哈哈。。不过个阵根本就吾会捻甘多，大家玩得开心就OK啦。。=P
突然好怀念以前那种童真，同D小朋友玩到满身大汗，返到屋企比妈妈逼住黎洗手同冲凉，冲完个凉，超舒服,个感觉都几一流GA。。哈哈。。
不过，现在的我，只可以留在房里，对住电脑，系度写网记，感觉虽然有点孤单，但系这点孤单已经变得好渺小，毕竟已经习惯了，同埋根本就找吾到朋友一起黎庆祝，唯一可以做的就系同我D笔记来个中秋之约会啦。。=/
不过系度都要祝福全天下的人，中秋节快乐！！
昨天椰椰SEND了一首歌比我听，系她同一位姊妹所唱的‘谁曾应许’。。好好听啊！！椰椰唱得比CD版本仲要好听，CD版本的吾系吾好听，只系我比较喜欢听椰椰唱LIVE的那种感觉 =P
动听的旋律加埋两把好好听的声音，整首歌简直就系此曲只应天上有。。哈哈。。太夸了。。不过系事实 =P
实在太可惜椰椰她怕羞，吾敢比其他人听到她唱的版本，不过我很荣幸可以听到。。好开心啊。。真系好希望可以同其他人分享，不过有言在先，答应椰椰绝不让其他人听见，所以不能食言。。=)
首歌实在太好听啦，好听到令我一直不停REPEAT。。百听不厌。。哈哈。。=P...多谢椰椰！！ =D
仲捻住去香港读书，但系睇到D学费，真系好贵，同埋好似好多麻烦野，有点想打消念头的感觉，不过原来香港D大学课程大部分都只系3年，计返条数，又好似吾系甘贵，因为系大马要读4年，D学费4年加起黎都吾平，同香港3年学费总数差吾多，如果有奖学金，仲过瘾。。哈哈。。不过算啦。。吾捻甘多啦。。考左A-LEVEL先啦，都未考，就系度发春秋大梦，没有好的成绩，点申请大学啊。。
OK，吾捻吾捻。。读书。。读书。。再读书。。读读读读读。。
哇，甘读法，会癫GA。。不过。。。我都吾系D读书甘疯狂的人。。喜欢读下就走左去休息，所以永远都要拿很多时间黎读一D人家只用好短时间黎读的野，不过算啦。。我自己读得开心同没压力就得啦。。=D
威哥走了...秋玲都走了。。MAY也要去JB了。。究竟我还可以找到什么欢乐叻？MAY真系好可爱，经常摆乌龙的她给我们很多欢乐，加上她那发音吾准确的华语同英文，每次讲都大抛笑弹，加埋志伟的‘攻击’，真系令SUBANG 家多了很多笑声。。难以想像没了他们的日子...
人..一个一个的离开，对这些场面也习惯了，可能系感情没有很深厚，所以吾会感到悲伤，不过可以肯定的系会很可惜，此中都系因为他们令我信主，但他们的离开令我真系有百般感受。。吾知点讲。。所以算了。。虽然又有人会系10月黎，不过我捻我都无MAT机会见到他们，因考试近了，会留在家中闭关。。做个书虫。。=P。。愿主保佑我一切顺利。。
recently is like nothing much..back to my normal life like before..everyday have to plan for the day's work..but everytime i just cant complete my work in time..so worry that there wont be enough time for me..used to think that there is a lot of time but when september arrives..the days is like just shortened by half..and yet..i have so much thing that havent done..hopefully i will be able to finish everything in time..hopefully there is enough time for me to complete my revisions..and lots of hopefully...may god guide me through the difficulties..=)
昨天收到青青妈妈精心准备的小礼物，好开心啊。。里面真系有很多惊喜。。
惊喜1：原以为只是一本有相的普通笔记本。但系当我一打开，里面竟然仲有一D相，原来系一本相簿。=)
惊喜2：相簿里有个信封，打开信封，里面有好多为弟兄姊妹同埋晓琳妈妈的留言。。好感动。。=D
惊喜3：NICOLE竟然有留言给我，真系好SURPRISE。。=O
惊喜4：翻到最后一页，有青青妈妈的留言。。此时我系已经开心到系一面睇D留言，一直笑到不停。。=>
多谢你地啊。。尤其系青青妈妈，为了准备这一些小礼物，搞到自己没觉好训。。
刚才与椰子系MSN倾完计，终于明白何谓亲近主。。但系我依然觉得亲近主好似系一件难事。。可能我依然未完全了解亲近主这回事。。但系目前的我依然好吾习惯拿起本圣经黎读。。除了习惯之外，最大的问题系我已经START我的REVISION。。我好怕我吾够时间温书。。所以除了那些笔记同埋参考书，我其他的书都吾想睇。。如有时间，我都会争取黎休息同埋温书，真系好担心睇圣经会令我吾够时间黎温书。。所以我真系好少睇圣经。。但系我吾会放弃睇圣经，只系吾会日日睇。。好想等我考完A-LEVEL个阵才慢慢地花时间去了解圣经里的心灵食物。。毕竟圣经吾系一本普通的书，一定要慢慢去了解神要向我们表达的信息，吾可以话当一本书甘睇，快快睇完就算。。现在的我真系除了考试，MAT都吾想捻。。虽然甘捻系吾NGAM，但系我别无选择。。哎。。如果可以，我都想两边都兼顾，但系现在的我只怕做吾到。。。。
啊！刚刚才记得原来我今天‘满月’了。。我指GE系我信主刚满一个月，所以我系一个刚刚‘ 满月’ 的BB。。太好了。。甘有纪念价值的日子，当然要写在我这个日记同大家分享啦。。(虽然其实我的日记系没什么读者，个‘大家’这两个字可能就只有小猫两三只，不过都好知足，好开心。。哈哈)
7月23号信主，8月23号系刚满一个月，原来我同23号这一天系甘有缘的，23号也是我的生日。。嘻嘻。。真系好。。好喜欢这个号码。。 ^.^
睇紧电视，刚刚讲到如何改善失眠的方法，有几个我比较记得的系：
1)睡前吃两粒奇异果--->研究发现奇异果里面有种成分可以帮助睡眠
2)选个适合自己的枕头---->一个适合自己的枕头除了可以让自己睡觉更舒服，也能保护你的脊椎
3)听一些轻松的音乐例如大自然的声音，就如海浪声配合轻松的钢琴音乐，它能平定你脑里的一些思想，让你的脑袋平静下来，甘你就很快可以今入梦乡---->这一招真系好有效，因为我试过，同 埋 我都有几首这样的音乐，真系好RELAX。。
4)睡前在床上做10分钟的轻形运动，配合MAI深呼吸，就会很有效的让你很快进入梦乡..
5)在床边摆个紫水晶，能够帮助你宁神静气，然后就能去找周公啦。(都吾知系吾系真的 O.0?? )
哈哈，刚刚听到一个好废+搞笑的笑话。。可以讲系一个烂GAG(吾知系吾系甘用个GAG字 =P)
A君问: ‘ 知吾知点解个海系蓝色的？’
B君答: ‘ EH。。。吾知BOH！点解啊？’
A君答: ‘ 其实系海里面的鱼同我讲的。’
B君问: ‘ HAR？海里的鱼点同你讲啊？’
A君答: ‘ 因为当我在海里面问鱼这个问题时，我只系听到它答我BLUE。。BLUE。。BLUE甘 ，所以我 MAI知咯。。’(同常在水里面讲野都听吾清楚，最多都系听到BLUE，BLUE，BLUE)。。
今天收到消息，话香港有8号风球，听了真系令人捏一把冷汗，真系担心在香港的弟兄姊妹们，希望他们会无事。。 =(
然后我就去了聚会地方，听威哥讲香港个边已经去到9号风球。。哇，真系吓了一跳。。那些在大马的香港弟兄姊妹听了都好担心，他们都纷纷打电话返香港了解情况同问候屋企人。。听到他们的屋企人都无事，我都好安慰。。
然后我们就去了打羽毛球，哎。。昨晚个弟兄(啊扁)打电话给我时都无同我提起去打羽毛球的事，只是话有FAREWELL PARTY，搞到我毫无准备，没有好好装备自己，没有穿到适合的服饰，结果就甘出事了，我竟然突然‘爆胎’。。好尴尬。。哎。。幸好那时已经差吾多够钟，才不至于话没得玩。。真系好宝贵，幸好回到聚会地方时有位弟兄愿意借一条裤给我换，不然我真系不知如何是好。。^.^
不过之后发现我的手受伤了，可能一路上我为了拿一位弟兄的BAG黎遮挡我‘爆胎’的地方时弄伤的，可能拉伤了手筋，搞到我的右手一直好麻痹，食指一直伸吾直，真痛苦。。不过幸好经过一段时间后就慢慢有点好转。。真开心。。 =D
刚才同威哥玩桥牌，真系好吾甘心，同他的分数好接近，但系就一直追吾到，真系好吾抵。。 T.T。。不过打算明天同威哥上诉，要试下悌有没有机会超越他，如果能赢到威哥就好了。。嘻嘻。。
明天班弟兄姊妹会去SUNWAY LAGOON，由于上个月已经去过了，再加上近排好穷同埋要赶功课，所以我吾会去，希望他们玩得开心点啦.. =)
Didnt blog for a week..went back to ipoh for a few days...farewell for julia who is leaving for US soon...haiz...really kinda worry bout her la...go to US alone...no friends..no family...and bla bla...just hope that she can adapt to the new environment as soon as possible...JUU...dont homesick so much la...anything just find us king gai la...will always be there for you geh..take good care of yourself la...will pray for you ge la..wish you all the best...
recently spent quite a lot money...wallet really BLEED PROFUSELY...dont really feel good for spending so much money...quite guilty for spending so much money also...but thanks to wai gor...helped me so much...at least he provided me some 'medicine' to prevent my 'wound' from getting more serious...feel so grateful to him..THANKS A LOT WAI GOR.. =)
Really happy to have so many b/s that 'sayang'(malay) me so much...hee... =D
近排真系要节省了，真系要省点洗。。唉！！！
刚刚跟啊玛，啊LING 同 燕玲吃完饭返黎，真系好宝贵，同她们吃得好开心，我们去
了吃自助火窝，很特别的火窝，那些食物系好似日本寿司店甘，会转一个圈来到你
的面前，然后就看喜欢吃什么就自己拿，再慢慢地放入自己的热汤里煮熟，真的很
享受。。 =D
我们在那里不断地吃，平均每人吃了30几碟，啊玛同燕玲真系好吃得，她们差不多
每人吃了50碟，我同啊LING就应该有每人30碟，虽然就没她们两个那么劲，但已经
很吾错了。。 =P
我们在那里吃了差不多两个多小时，吃到肚子都胀了，真的很开心，很久没试过吃
火窝吃得那么开心了。。嘻嘻。。
燕玲姐姐，真系好多谢你，多谢你今天所做的一切，我真系有点不好意思。。但系
真系好感激你。。 =)
仲有啊玛同啊LING，真系好可惜，才刚刚与你们熟起来，你们却要走了，真系有点
吾舍得，希望你们一路平安，祝一路顺风。。迟下去香港找你们，一定要抽时间出
来见面涡。。哈哈。。 你们两个真系很宝贵及可爱的姊妹。。 =>
啊，仲有！啊LING，真系好对不起，原谅我今天的过失，我真系没心的，但是有意的。。
哈哈。。。讲笑JEK。。真系无心之失黎GA。。就当系我送给你的FAREWELL 礼物吧。。
一个难忘及痛楚的记忆。。嘻嘻。。
感谢主，他真的听我的祷告，我果然拿到一个我自己很满意的成绩。。嘻嘻。。today woke up quite early in the morning...but refused to go to school to get my results...because i thought there will be lots of people waiting to get the results and the A-Level office will be packed with people...i dont really wish to queue up to get my results because it will only make me feel more nervous... :P
When i reached college...so surprised to see shari and shwu yi...then i like OMG...more nervous..haha..feel more scare to see the results...but still...i walked into the office with shari and shwu yi..
when i took the results from miss rafiah..i dont really dare to open the result slip...i closed it with my hands and walked out from the office...when shari asked me bout my result..i just said i dont know because i havent opened the result slip yet...then it is shari's turns to get into the office to get her result..when she was taking her result..i just dont know why i suddenly got the guts to open the result slip to look at my result..thanks god...i got an ideal and satisfying result..got 3A's and 1C..and somemore the C is for PHYSIC...wahahha...physic i got C...so i got reason to tell my mom that i dont want to take physic again..because i really cant cope with it... :) ..how crazy i am...people should be sad for getting a C..but im so weirdo that instead of feeling sad,i was happy...hehe....
811?what will you think when you see this numbers?lottery number?car plate numbers?birthday?or anything else?
well...811 actually means 8月11日 ...it is going to be an important day for me..because my AS result will be releasing on monday...the results can be very important...because once the result is screwed up..my A level will be screwed up as well..sighzz..though there is a chance to retake..but if there is a choice..i dont really wish to retake..cause it is a waste of time and money..it really will takes a lot of time to restudy all the As topics and do all the past year papers again..especially for me this kind of lazy student..retaking the papers is a hard task for me.. T.T ..retaking might also cause me lack of time to prepare for my A2..but however..nobody wish to retake..and i surely DONT WISH THAT I HAVE TO RETAKE!!so....主啊，求你保佑我，保佑我可以拿到不错的成绩。。
so exciting now...waiting for the sunset..waiting for the night to fall...waiting for OLYMPIC OPENING CEREMONY!!!really nervous and exciting now...have been waiting for this BEIJING OLYMPIC 2008 for quite a long time..everyone in the world is anticipating for this Beijing Olympic...heard that the opening ceremony will be very nice and exclusive...directed by ZHANG YI MOU...he is a very good director and because of this..everyone is having a lot of hopes in the opening ceremony..hope to see a very nice and unforgettable opening ceremony..hopes to see a lot of chinese cultures...chinese traditions and lots more..well..im sure that im one of them... :)
好心烦，好孤单，好寂寞，好矛盾，好不开心，好想找人谈天但找不到，就算找到，也一言难尽,不知如何说出口，也不知可以找谁, 不知自己有什么朋友，不知自己是否真的有朋友，这一刻的我都不知为什么会那么悲观, 只知道这一刻的我好想跑去海边，一个人对着海，静静地坐在那里，默默的沉思，逃离这个令我烦忧的地方
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was on the phone with mom for quite a long time last night..talked until phone no more credits..really dead broke now..
mom's words keep spinning around in my brain..and made me cant concentrate in my works and studies..couldn't sleep well..and got some weird dreams as well..sighz..what a bad night...
Until now..im still haunted by mom's words and im busy thinking how to change her mind...i think i better go back to ipoh as soon as possible and explain to her face to face about the stuffs we have been discussing yesterday..sighz...烦啊！！
i have been trying so hard to cool down my mind so that i can concentrate in other stuffs..JASON,YOU MUST COOL DOWN YOUR MIND!!!DON'T THINK SO MUCH!!STOP THINKING!! :(
today told mom that im going to stay at 威哥's house for two weeks..she was like so shocked..she said "i thought you going with your friends and stay at a hong kong student's house"..then she asked who is 威哥..and how do i know him..then i told her that i knew 威哥because i went for talks bout 耶稣基督..he is a hong kong guy and he can offer me a place to stay..thats why im going to hong kong...
She wasnt quite happy when she heard that...she lectured me for some time and said 你信耶稣没问题，听下就好，尽量学好那方面的东西,所有信仰的宗旨都是好的，但不可太迷信,千万别接受洗礼，我吾钟意，
好恼那些信了耶稣然后话拜神不好，讲衰其他信仰的基督徒..如果他们叫你受洗礼，一定要记住我吾钟意!!after i heard this..i just dont feel good..i do believe in JESUS..but i dont want to do something that against my mother too...真是令我左右为难,好苦恼!!!然后我一直想，点算啊，心里希望真的可以做一个信奉耶稣的基督徒..但不受洗礼可不可以呢?
真系好惊以后当有人叫我受洗礼时，我不知要怎样婉拒和解析..现在真的希望有人可以跟我倾一倾。。haizz..
though i should be start doing my homework..but just feeling lazy..watching tv while typing this blog..such an relaxing+lazy life..makes me reluctant to get up from the sofa and walk into my room to get my work started..but i do feel bored lying on the sofa like this.. :( 真矛盾!!sighzz...
Koey(扣姨) now should have been got down from the plane..perhaps she is also on the way back to hong kong from macau..one more person left... :< so now there are only 椰子，黄香 和雪琴 here...well...it is still okie as long as 椰子and黄香are here in subang..but they are going to leave in 6 days time.. T.T haizz...
Well..know that there are another group of b/s coming from hong kong but i just dont really feel happy bout that...ya,i do anticipate to see who are them..but i also feel quite worry..wonder what kind of people are them..are them as good as the previous b/s?will they be nice to me?and lots of thing to worry about..sighz..well..what i can do is to wait until 08-08-08 and then i will get all the answers for all my anxiety..well..their arrival also means that i have to start knowing the people from the beginning..and it also means that im going to be a shy shy guy again..waiting people to come to approach me..what to do..i just feel too scare to approach such a big group of people..sighz..
argh...tired..dont know why so tired also...only 4 hour of classes today..should be have 6 hours..but...i skipped physics..AGAIN!!hoho...im so naughty...what to do...i dont even understand what he talking about..tried many times to concentrate to his class...but end up i just dont understand what he was teaching..so..end up..im giving up my physics.. :P
Yeh Zi,Ah Heong and Wai Gor is on the way to singapore...yeh zi going to have a mini concert...quite wish that i can be there to support her..her singing is very good..love to hear her singing...anyway..wish her all the best..hope everything go smoothly..may god bless her..
椰子，加油！！
just finished chatting with kit and faith..feel so much better than in the noon...really happy to see them in msn and be able to chat with them..glad to know that faith reach home safely and kit is doing well... :)
im just too tired to do anything...never mind ler...rest for another day..gain back all my energy and mood first..then fight for studies again..
tired...so..sleep... :) will have a nice sleep tonight i think..
Just finished viewing all the photos that i took for the past few days with all my 'brothers and sisters'...feeling better now...but after some time..my tears feel like dropping again..i have been dropping tears for the past 15 hours..how many times did i drop?i dont really remember...5?6?7? or even more?i have never been like this... T.T
i kept asking myself why am i dropping so much tears..the only thing i can explain is i really cant let go of them in such a short time..i have been closed to Faith Mama and Becky Mama this few days..they really took good care of me..and it was really fun to be their son..lolz...not meaning that im a little kid that still need mama to take care of me..but they just like providing me a happy&harmony family..there are william suk suk,abby mui mui..and koey ah yi...and wai gor and many many more...when think of all this family are leaving me...i just feel so sad and my tears cant stop dropping...especially when Faith Mama and Becky Mama that i was so closed to leave me together in the same day..thats really slicing my heart into pieces..feeling so sorrow...i know i should stand strong and be a tough guy which do not drop tears so easily but the tears just dont listen to me..sobsob..
Have to thanks Becky Mama for her patience to listen to my problems this morning and taught me some ways to tackle them...i have never been telling anybody bout the problems i mentioned to her but i just dont know why..i just trust her..thats why i told her all the things that i have been keeping deep into my heart..she was a very good listener..thanks a lot..she is really a good mama&friend..thanks GOD for bringing her to me..thanks GOD for bringing me all the 'brothers&sisters"...i will miss them always..and if there is a chance..i will try to go hong kong and pay them a visit... :D ...OKAY..SAVE MONEY NOW!!lolz...
Faith Mama should be reached hong kong already and perhaps might be back to her home sweet home..Becky Mama,kar ling,abby and mun tou now should be in the plane and on the way back to Macau..May God Bless them a safe journey home..
Been dropping tears since i start typing this 'dairy'...thanks god the tears have just stop dropping..and i never realized that i got so much tears to drop before this..
it is really tiring for dropping so much tears..plus din really have enough sleep this 2 days..what to do..too happy&nice staying with my 'brothers&sisters' until always reluctant to sleep early..really thanks them so much for giving me a very happy,joyful and blissful life for the past few weeks..i will always miss them and hope they do miss me too.. :)
Life will be boring without most of them here...but however...i still will try my best to go to 'Place Of Gathering' to learn more bout Jesus and Bible..Don't worry...and i will also try to make new friends and know all the 'brothers &sisters' that are coming soon on 9-8-08..hope they are just as nice as you all..really feel so glad to know all of you...thanks God...
THANK YOU FOR ALL THE PRESENTS&CARDS!!i really appreciate them... :)
MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU...
AND MUST REMEMBER COME BACK FIND ME OOO!!! :)
At night,all of us went for SOYA STEAMBOAT BUFFET!!wohohoo.....20 bucks per person but the steamboat not bad ler..ate quite much and still cant get full...lolz...it was my 1st time to try the soya steamboat..taste not bad...and it was really fun to eat together with a bunch of nice friends..full with laugher and some funny funny jokes&actions...lolz..oh ya...got two new mama today..lolz...Faith Mama took good care of me..fed me with nice food...hehe...thank you Faith Mama..hope you got chance to read my blog la..lolz..sorry la becky aka green green mama...you sat too far away and didnt feed me with nice food like Faith Mama..nothing to thank you...wahaha...
After Steamboat,we took a lot of photos...with funny funny posing...lolz...really fun and paiseh also...haha..dont know when will i get the pictures from becky them...i think i will keep on laughing at the pictures when i got them..hope will be the same to them as well..then they will remember me always..lolz..later...we head back to our 'headquarter'..it was already 10.15 pm like that..and i and shari havent bathed!!stinks...wahaha..we sat down and play a very fun game...won all 3 rounds...cool...
THEN!!i saw all the girls like disappeared..i wondered where were them and so i went to look for them...then suddenly i heard some sounds in Becky's room and when i looked inside...WOW...all doing face mask...green green wan...so scary...then becky them asked me to join them as well because they were trying to finish the face mask that are going to expire soon..after applied the face mask on my face...anthony and mun tou joined us...then we got a big group of green face army...wahaha...we took lots of pictures...with different weird weird posing...wahaha...another climax of the night...FUN!!!!!we were so crazy...oh ya..sorry la Faith Mama..sorry for scaring you just now....but really wish to hear your scream..hehe..sorry for being naughty...NGO ZHI CHOR LER... :P
Then went home at 12 something in the morining...and here i am!!blogging again..TODAY WAS THE HAPPIEST DAY IN 2008!!! The time now is 2.55am,Saturday,26 July 2008...wow...so crazy la me..busy blogging until dont want to sleep...what to do?too happy until cant sleep...hee...GOING FOR WAR GAME IN ABOUT 9 HOURS TIME!!EXCITED!!GOODNIGHT!!
After school...went for 'gathering' with shari again...glad to see my hong kong friends again..as usual..we sat down for a talk..but the talk today was quite boring for me..no mood to listen cause just couldn't get used to Wai Gor's Chinese Talk..loolz.. :) err.....might be my problem also la...cause the topic just couldn't attracts me and im not interested in that topic as well.. :P
After the talk..we(shari,faith,abi,becky,boh jun,william,kar ling and a new friend which name might be desmond if im not mistaken :D ) went for badminton at Neway...i have not been touching badminton for N years and i was really quite rusty in this game..lolz..but i think i did play quite good...wahaha..though got some fishy fishy things happened like i couldn't hit the ball whenever i tried to smash...just cant aim the ball well and smash it..so mad ler...lolz..but doesn't matter..i do enjoyed the games and i do enjoyed playing badminton with all my friends.. :)
Went to college as usual,suddenly heard someone wish jackson happy birthday...OH YA!!i totally forgot about that...so paiseh..but later..me,shari,shwu yi and harrison walked to RT to get a cake for jackson..there are a lot of cake and it was so hard for us to choose...got green tea cake,cheese cake,yam cake etc etc...so difficult to choose cause have to consider bout jackson's taste...so i suggested to get a yam cake..and all of us agreed to get that take for jackson...it was a nice and beautiful cake..everyone seems to like it...hehe...i made a great choice...winks...do took some pictures...but just cant transfer the pictures form my handphone to my laptop..sighzz...wish to put the nice pictures here but the stupid USB cable just don't allow me to do so..too bad...so at here...just wish JACKSON a happy 19th Year Old Birthday.. :)
received a sms in the morning...informed me that the laboratory class will only start at 9am..wow...what a great news...meaning that i can sleep for a longer time..NICE!!but....who knows...i couldn't wake up in time and then i slept until 10.30..wahaha..so...i decided to skip my physic class as well..ngek ngek..arrived at SS15 around 11.30...then went to pasar for my branch..a full one. :)
Finished class around 1.30pm...then called becky and passed her a photo album with nice scenery pictures which i took it all by myself at bali island 3 years ago.. :P
Later,went for DARK KNIGHT with shari...the movie was really nice and the batman looks quite handsome and cool.. :D .. have to talk bout the joker as well..he was a very good actor for me..though joker is a bad guy in the movie but the character really impressive..forgot bout the actor's name but for me he was really a good actor...it was sad to hear that he committed suicide last year..quite shocked to hear that also..what a waste...sighzz..
well...the reason i put my title as Silent Guardian is because according to the movie Batman also acts as Silent Guardian..sounds so cool...lolz..
wow...quite tired...just got home and took a nice bath...had so much fun today and i decide to come here blog again...just to write out my happiness...winks..Watched 'The Journey To The Center Of The Earth with Wai Gor,Abi,Faith,Becky,Anthony,Chloe,William,Shari,Yin Ling,Ah Heong,Coconut,Boh Jun and Mun Tou..(hope didnt left anyone one).. :P
Having a nice movie with a bunch of nice friends were really enjoyable...got a lot of fun and funny stuffs as well..Faith got shocked for quite a few times because of the sudden and unexpected scenes..seeing her got shocked and hide her face in the bag was an extra enjoyable stuff beside watching the movie...haha..(evil)...Chloe got shocked as well...and the funniest part was after got out from the cinema..all of them kept discussing bout the incident that happened just a while ago in the cinema which i didnt notice..WAI GOR GOT SHOCKED TOO!!wahaha...it was very funny to hear that...cause to me.. Wai Gor doesnt looks like that kind of person who will get shocked easily...quite surprised to hear that...lolz..
'The Journey To The Center Of The Earth' is quite a nice movie..got some funny scenes..and the story for me is not bad..quite fresh...and heard that if watch the 3D one would be nicer...but it is just too expensive ..and all of us are not affordable..lolz..today's ticket only cost Rm7...it is so cheap..never knew that there are cheap tickets on each wednesday..and because of this..most of the movies are fulled and then ended up we watched The Journey instead of Dark Knight..but doesnt matter..cause all of us havent watched this movie before.. :) ..and we do enjoyed this movie very much... :D
Just back home from 'gathering'...quite happy to see them again...chatted a lot...especially with becky and abby(should be spell like this)...get bullied by becky...but quite fun..she is a very funny and nice gal...kinda cute too..lolz...though get bullied by her and also got some new nicknames..but i enjoyed getting bully by her la..cause when she bully me..i will bully her back too..thats so fun...haha...abby was also a nice gal..chatted lots of thing with her...get to know hong kong and tvb more...not bad..lolz...
the talks today kind of boring...was kinda sleepy when listening the talk...kept on 'fishing'...lolz...maybe too tired after class...but quite enjoyed to the talks cause i have the chance to meet everyone..i love seeing them because by meeting them will make my day better..im always happy to see everyone of them especially for those i already get closed to like becky,faith,ye zi,mark,anthony and kit...after the talk..we opened a fruit party...ate a lot of fruit today...got banana,pineapple and 'san zhu'(dunno how to say in english)..lolz...the fruit party was great and everyone seems to love the fruits...
talked bout mark and kit..they are leaving tomorrow...quite sad bout that le...might not be able to meet them again in my life...well...what i can do is...wish them a safe journey back to hong kong...and hope that they can come to malaysia again...mark is a very funny guy..he always make ppl O ZUI for his jokes and words...lolz...kit is a nice,cute and friendly girl...though doesnt chat much with her..but glad that there is a chance to meet her...wish her and mark all the best in hong kong...may god bless them always..
OH YA!!!!I FOLLOW THEM TO PRAY TO GOD TODAY!!I DONT KNOW WHETHER AM I PREPARED TO ACCEPT THE GOD...BUT AT LEAST I TRIED. :P
mood-less.....why will i have this kind of feeling...haiz...headache and sometimes hate bout this kind of feeling..why am i moody-ing?because of the gloomy and windy weather?no....i dont think so..am i missing the fun that i have yesterday?or am i missing the whole group of my new hong kong fren?i think beause of all the things that i mentioned above that makes me so no mood..knew that they are going to genting highlands...so wish that i can go with them..though i know there wont have enough place for me to go because too many ppl are going...but...still hope that i can receive a call from them that ask me to go with them..kinda disappointed for not getting the call...haiz...I MISS THEM!!I MISS HAVING FUN WITH THEM!!i have never had so much fun for quite a long time!!not even with my friends+classmates here in KL!!though just start knowing them for only about 10 days...but i really having fun with them..I ENJOY HAVING FUN WITH THEM!!but also love to see someone that attracts me so much...though i know she will be leaving soon..but hope that she will always remember me..im glad that i have a chance to meet them and her...
Maybe they are right..though i alw thought that im satisfied with my current lifestyle...im happy...but AM I REALLY HAPPY?WHATS THE TRUE MEANING FOR HAPPINESS?i do feel happy when i was with them..i have never experienced such kind of happiness since i was here...is it true that believing in JESUS can make us more happy?well..i not really sure bout that...but perhaps..it might be true..i like alw see happiness showing on thier(new hong kong frens) faces..kind of envy them...but whatever...im still not ready yet to accept JESUS into my life..perhaps one day i will be able to open my heart completely to accept "HIM"...but i do start believing in JESUS after listening to their stories and some talks...
well..im here to express my feeling...hope to make myself feel better by expressing all what i feel and what i was thinking now...good day..
