真是不知如何是好...

was on the phone with mom for quite a long time last night..talked until phone no more credits..really dead broke now..

mom's words keep spinning around in my brain..and made me cant concentrate in my works and studies..couldn't sleep well..and got some weird dreams as well..sighz..what a bad night...

Until now..im still haunted by mom's words and im busy thinking how to change her mind...i think i better go back to ipoh as soon as possible and explain to her face to face about the stuffs we have been discussing yesterday..sighz...烦啊！！

i have been trying so hard to cool down my mind so that i can concentrate in other stuffs..JASON,YOU MUST COOL DOWN YOUR MIND!!!DON'T THINK SO MUCH!!STOP THINKING!! :(